Monday, May 15, 2006

Keeping with the tradition,
i went back to the place i always go the night before i leave for somewhere else.

Same song.
same CD.
same place.
same time.
same car.
same stone chair.
same breeze .
same nightsky.

Same heart.
Same tears.
same longing.

I'm closing this blog.
Its been hurting way too many people.

i think its 11:00 PM now

Sunday, May 14, 2006

These few days have been crazy ass.
Leaving the house at daybreak
and only returning after midnight.
That day i came home at 6am!
I actually saw the sun peaking out when i went to bed..

the mother instructed me to bring along alot of formal clothes because she's bringing me to meet her clients (wth?!)

she says its exposure! (again, wth!?)

i'm thinking that i should just stay in the hotel, since its right smack in the middle of the shopping district
maybe bring along some books, go to the gym..
i'm in need of some major me-time right now

All right, its 2am! This is so not me.
I usually go to bed at 10pm.

taipei on tuesday then.

i'm such a camwhore.

i think its 1:49 AM now

Thursday, May 11, 2006

can i be crazy about you tonight?

Just for tonight..

Tomorrow, i'll resume the hating.

i think its 8:52 PM now

After approximately half jug of vodka ribena, one tequila shot, a flaming, and 2 lychee martinis later, my killer heels that was supposed to kill everyone else but me started killing me.

dayuum, phuture sure does play fabulous music.
i'm just sad that the guys out there are so fucking desperate
and horny and gross and can't keep it in their pants

i got groped BAD.
I'm fine with the whole hand-on-waist thing
but anywhere else upper or lower is a no-go.
Esp if you're short and fat and smelly

ELRGHHH

-

how can i convince you, what you see is real?

i think its 10:57 AM now

I like where we are now
no more no less
we define the boundaries
by having no boundaries at all

i think its 10:07 AM now

Wednesday, May 10, 2006

I stopped listening to it for the longest time.

Everytime when iTunes was on random mode and it came to that song,
I would rush to turn it off.
And it happened every so often because i have 4 versions of it (don't ask why)
the concert, the unplugged, the original CD and the Greatest Hits CD

But yesterday, as fate would have it,
the concert version started playing
so i skipped it.
And then the unplugged version came on.
Skip again.

Then the original version.
And then the Greatest hits.

Back-to-back, in that senseless order.

I gave in.

It's my favourite version anyway.

I'm not that girl anymore..

i think its 9:27 AM now

Tuesday, May 09, 2006

[bitch]Due to various invading monsters, I have taken drastic measures to keep my sanity in place.

DIE DIE DIE DIE DIE DIE invading monsters DIE DIE DIE
[/bitch]

i would like to internetly thank Strong Arms for helping me to shift my stuff out of hall.
All that muscle and no brain!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY RAYMOND!!

stop saying that i have a secret life.
Although yes i know its true but stop saying it!

i think its 10:05 AM now

Monday, May 08, 2006

my life has been drastically reduced to tons of greasy fast, fast food.
and impossibly late lunches.

what are you trying to say, when you're not saying what you're trying to say to me?

my mother told me to never trust someone who says "Trust Me"

my mother says alot of things.

Random pic of the day:

I shall learn a thing or two from moony and channel my inner Martha Stewart to register for some cooking classes or flower arrangement or.. something. anything.

My funds are bleeding mercilessly away.

as is my heart.................

i think its 11:14 PM now

wo yao zhe me gao shu ni wo hai ai ni?

taipei next monday.

i think its 9:50 AM now

Sunday, May 07, 2006

I can't believe after all these years
you don't know ONE THING about me.





Although the moment's gone,
I'm still holding on somehow..

i think its 10:11 PM now

Friday, May 05, 2006

Either you're in, or you're out.

Quit being a granny about it already.

I seriously wonder what i'm doing sometimes.
I thought i'm done with people like that.

i think its 10:59 PM now

i think its 9:34 AM now

Thursday, May 04, 2006

sincerity has had so many people failed me in the past.

please, please don't let it be you..

i think its 10:13 AM now

Wednesday, May 03, 2006

lynette wee has ordered me to meet her at 0745 later for a morning run.

Lynette, if i didn't love you so much,
I would be giving you a flat-out NO.

ARGH. my fats are calling out in agony

Motorola Pink V3X, COME TO MAMA!

i think its 12:37 AM now

Tuesday, May 02, 2006

Today will always be known as the-day-that-i-took-the-bus-for-the-first-time-in-months-and-left-my-phone-in-the-cab-after-deciding-that-the-bus-would-be-too-slow.

I left my D500c on the cab.

Fuck that fucking bastard of a driver.
Fuck that i even said "Keep the change" to him.

I don't care that i spent a $1000 bucks on it
I don't even care that i have to spend $250 more when i buy a new phone
And I definitely don't freaking care that i'm gonna accumulate alot of bad karma by wishing that driver dead.

Because my phone has all those photos.
All those sms-es.
All those memories that a million dollars can never buy.

That fucking driver better not see my indiscriminating and kinky photos.
Lucky i encrypted them.

So if you wanna contact me these few days,
You can't.

Until i can convince my parents that i'm not such a hardass with a devil-may-care attitude,
I may have to live without Mr. Number Two in my life.

Although please PLEASE FOR PETE'S SAKE,
feel free to call 64427826 ANYTIME to cheer me up.
In fact, CALL ME NOW.

i'll be at home wallowing in my loss.

64427826. CALL. NOW.

i think its 7:48 PM now

This was the *exact* street me and lyn walked down last year.
And got totally lost in the ny subway.

This is just.. Wrong. ew!

i think its 8:02 AM now

Monday, May 01, 2006

I know how it's like.

For the first time, i can actually say i know what i'm doing.

But i can't say much of my judgement right now..
Because i just watched hostel!!
Gigantic mistake.
That image of the guy cutting the girl's eyeballs because it was hanging loose really really seared permanently on my brain.

and we were all eating pizza when the pus oozed out.

ELRGHHH

i think its 10:20 PM now

Saturday, April 29, 2006

hold me
thrill me
kiss me

i think its 10:39 AM now

Friday, April 28, 2006

I was a full FOURTY FIVE minutes early for my paper today.
But when i went to the carpark adjacent to the hall,
it wasn't just full, it was bumper-to-bumper.
Got stuck in there for 15 mins
Gave up and went to Raffles hall to find.

Almost got down the car to quarrel with this bloody bitch!!

I'm really surprised at how polite i was ok.

it was like 5 mins before my paper
and desperation's an understatement.
so i circled round and round and you know how nus is full construction sites!?
So i tried my luck and turn into one of the sites
and came right up the Campus Security building

and i saw very little cars
so i was like "Great! I'm so smart!"
soon after patting myself on the back
3 security guards came rushing towards me
"No you can't park there! This lot is reserved!"
I tried putting on my high-pitched and act cute voice
"But i'm very late sir! all the carparks are full!"

"Your wheel will get clamped. You cannot park here! Go to raffles hall."
"Its full there too! Please you gotta let me park here. I'm extremely late!"
So after back and forthing for a while,
i totally gave up.

so i said,
"I don't care. I don't have a choice. Go ahead and clamp my car"

And they really did clamp my car.
and about ten others.

so shitty right! i shall go write a complain letter now......

i think its 10:38 PM now

I haven't changed my phone's wallpaper for the longest time.
Each picture usually has an average wall life for a couple of days.
I haven't change this particular one for a month now.

Maybe that's why i couldnt go back to that place because it meant facing all those memories.

And if i could run away for as long as possible,
why wouldn't i?

you're the picture behind my threadmill, remember?

WHAT AM I DOING ONLINE.

i think its 10:22 AM now